Monthly Archives: May 2014

You shouldn’t be here alone

Since I am not in a sexual relationship now, I do lots of masturbating. I would prefer to have orgasms in a more organic way, with a man. So I take care of myself, until I have someone to take … Continue reading

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Who’s the alpha male now?

My father died in 1976, a week before my 18th birthday. I can remember as a child listening to him to talk to people, and he often had others ask for his advice. I felt very important and very smart … Continue reading

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Patriot dream that sees beyond the years

This is a holiday weekend for Americans, since Memorial Day is on Monday. We honor the men and women who died in the service of our country. It is noble, to value something or someone so much, that you would … Continue reading

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What if it really is a small world?

One of my favorite Disney attractions is the one which plays the song about it being a small world. I never visited a Disney park until I was in my 20’s, but I can remember as a little girl sitting … Continue reading

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What if disaster didn’t stop you?

I live in northern San Diego county, and you might have heard that we’ve had some fires here lately. Humidity less than 10 percent, combined with dry Santa Ana winds, temperatures in triple digits, and a landscape that rarely gets … Continue reading

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What if you truly believed?

“If ye have faith as a grain of mustard seed, ye shall say unto this mountain, Remove hence to yonder place; and it shall remove; and nothing shall be impossible unto you.” Matthew 17:20 (King James Version) For a while … Continue reading

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What if you had no past?

Have you ever started all over again in life? Perhaps you ended a romantic relationship, and began another one with a new person. Or you might have packed up and moved to another part of the country, or another part … Continue reading

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What if your timing was perfect?

Today was most exhiliarating. A friend and I took a road trip up the 5 to Los Angeles. If you know anything about southern Californians, we call our freeways The 5 or The 91. We were in the Arts District, … Continue reading

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What if you had nothing more to lose?

Have you ever had a relationship with another person that involved your spending a lot of energy handling that person carefully, tiptoeing around his (or her) feelings, just to keep things on an even keel? Just to spare his feelings? … Continue reading

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What if you had nothing left to prove?

One of the most beautiful things about getting older is that I am beginning to see who I am. It is a constantly unfolding process that no doubt will continue until the day I leave this planet, but I am … Continue reading

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